As a sophomore, I am feeling the time flies. Recalling about the past one year, so many thoughts are flooding in my mind. At this time, I just can’t tell my real idea. The memory is just like so fresh, and all the things happened yesterday!
When first day I came to University, I really feel that the school is very good, but at the first sight of the dormitory, something disappointing come up to me! The condition of the dormitory is really very poor with only one room, no lavatory! I saw something sad in my father’s eyes, maybe that time he thought of the poor condition! So with a big smile on my face, I told my father” it doesn’t matter, Dad. In this kind of condition, I will get myself better!” My father felt better. But when he was coming back, seeing his back, I just wanted to cry! I felt in this city I was just isolated, from that time, I said to myself, “ you have no others who can help you here, just depend on yourself”
And then I came to my dormitory 303. I considered that I would spend four years here (in fact I moved to another one year later) and my dorm mates are all there. Most of them came from Sichuan and they were chatting with a happy voice, but I can’t understand them! Again, I felt myself isolated! I hated that kind of feeling, and then I said to hello to them! To my surprise they are very friendly to me and warm-hearted! I no longer felt afraid. And I got along well with them. But at the first night here, I burst out to tears for that I was missing my family. I don’t know why. Everyday when I was at home, I was just eager to go to school, to experience the wonderful college life but when coming here, I am just eager to go back! It’s quite strange though, you must know this kind of feeling!
Just spending about 2 days here, we were on our way to military train. To us, it’s a fresh train and a kind of experience to know the life between the classmates. But to me, I was nervous but excited. This was my first and precious train life because before going to school I have been staying with my family. So, you know, it’s just this kind of feeling I can’t convey it clearly! The train life is impressive on everybody; we had a lot of activities, for example giving a speech on a stage or singing together or playing basketball. At that time, I felt myself so little among them. All of them have a special talent but not me. I admired them but meanwhile jealousy. Why don’t I have this kind of talent? Am I stupid? I always said to myself. So that time I was also very ambitious, just eager to catch up with them. Except the classmates, the trainer in our team also left a deep impression on me! He was not very handsome and very kind. Just because of his kindness results in my laughter when training. He always said to me that I should be serious in the team but I didn’t listen to him. So after a long time, when investigating the training result, I gave them a disappointing answer.
作为一个二年级学生,我感觉时间过得真快,回忆过去的一年,很多想法都是洪水在我的脑海里。在这个时候,我不能告诉我真正的想法。记忆就像新鲜的,和昨天发生的一切!
当我第一天来到大学,我真的觉得学校很好,但是一见钟情的宿舍,令人失望的东西来我!宿舍的条件真的很穷,只有一个房间,没有厕所!我看到了一些悲伤在我父亲的眼睛,也许那时他想到可怜的条件!一个大的微笑在我的脸上,我告诉我的父亲“没关系,爸爸。在这种情况下,我会让自己更好!“我父亲感觉好多了。但当他回来时,看到他回来,我只是想哭!我觉得在这个城市我只是孤立的,从那个时候,我对自己说,“你没有其他人可以帮助你在这里,只是依靠你自己”
然后我来到我的宿舍303。我认为我会花四年时间在这里(事实上我搬到另一个一年后)和我的室友都在那。他们中的大多数来自四川和他们聊天开心的声音,但是我不能理解他们!再一次,我觉得自己孤立!我讨厌那样的感觉,然后我向他们说你好!让我惊讶的是他们对我很友好和热心的!我不再感到害怕,我和他们相处得很好。但是在这里的第一个晚上,我突然的眼泪,我不见了我的家人,我不知道为什么。每天我在家里的时候,我只是渴望上学,体验精彩的大学生活,但当来到这里,我只是想回去!不过,很奇怪你必须知道这种感觉!
支出约2天在这里,我们在军事训练。对我们来说,这是一个新鲜的火车和一种经验知道同学之间的生活。但对我来说,我又紧张又兴奋。这是我第一次和珍贵的训练生活,因为在上学之前我一直跟我的家人住在一起。所以,你知道,只是这种感觉我不能表达清楚!火车生活是令人印象深刻的大家,我们有很多的活动,例如演讲舞台上一起唱歌或者打篮球。当时,我觉得自己这么少。他们都有一种特别的天赋,但不是我。我敬佩他们,但与此同时嫉妒。为什么不给我这样的人才吗?我是愚蠢的吗?我总是对自己说,所以这段时间我也非常雄心勃勃的,只是渴望赶上他们。除了同学,我们团队的教练也给我留下了深刻的印象!他不是非常英俊,非常善良。仅仅因为他的善良的结果在我的笑声训练。他总是对我说,我应该在团队严重但我没有听他的。所以很长一段时间后,调查培训结果的时候,我给了他们一个令人失望的答案。